religious in the moment

There is something to religious music. I mean music of all kinds. From reggae music to christian hymns to new christian rock to chanting of indian or african healing circles. They all come down to faith and praise of what you will be given. The belief that this is the way and everything is sacred, the people you encounter, the moments of grace you receive, the discourse you maintain with another filling you with knowledge. It is all held in the future.

In THE SECRET, they talk about the visualization/manifestation of your thoughts. Of knowing that these things that you want or seem to be 'lacking' will be attracted to you if you radiate that positive energy of having it/deserving it/already personifying/embodying it. A true act of power by thought.

with the past comes great wisdom

I came across a funny website, futureme.com, you can post an email and set the date of delivery to 20+ years in the future. I kept mine within two years and this is what I wrote to myself:

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Dear FutureMe,

This is a funny website. And I only came here to remind you of that day you were lonely and bored so you called the ex (it was a Friday) and then he, and sometimes you, kept rearranging the plans so FOUR days later you found yourself waiting around again for him to call (it's now Monday). Think back to all the times this has happened before. And with others too? Ultimately, don't spend your life waiting around for anybody. Grab the reins of life and fly on sista... you are a beautiful goddess full of delight. And you are keeping somebody waiting. And with that... she called him.

Love, yourself

ps. Happy Birthday Girlie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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I thought it had some funny lines so I wanted to post it here.

My life is so boring, that I am too bored to post...

I was just reading old blogs from three years ago, when I realized that it was senseless and I might as well write another blog so in three years I can find myself reading this one. Bleh... boring thought. And a sidenote, my English has begun to suck. At some point I decided to use less vocabulary and keep repeating the same words over and over again. Maybe that is why I haven't felt like blogging recently. I still don't feel like blogging. But I promise tomorrow morning I will wake up and write a positively juicy and exciting post.