rambling stream amongst boulders of boundaries... making peace where I flow.

Life has changed that is for sure. No comfort of security. Well atleast not the usual creature comforts that a "normal" citizen might expect, like their own home. A steady job. A significant other. I am flying by the seat of my pants and I love it. But truthfully I am sitting idly in the mountains until another friend has a home that can take me in. What am I really doing? Truth. Lies.

It just got really loud in this coffee shop and I am disturbed. I need the peace and quiet that is usually reserved for the wilderness.

I had alot of thoughts running through my head and then a tweaker sucked them from me by just being in same area.
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My journey is going as planned as long as I maintain the belief that what I have chosen is the route that is in tune with the universe. Speaking of universes... I need to call Suze. I want to stay here awhile until I make enough money to have some for a deposit on a place. I can write like I want to. My mind is everywhere, backtracking and thinking too far ahead. That I am finding it hard to just sit and be present enough to get these emotions and realities on the page. I have got to start writing more, by hand or not. Poetry has not been spoken by me recently enough. But I am still a poet. This is the time that I am observing, not yet understanding what I have been shown, but in time I will be able to express all that has transpired in this lovely moment of time I call "my life".

just a hot-air-balloon-ride away, from love...

I was not planning on breaking up with GG and that threw me for a spin, post BM. But I feel like we can figure it out while I am away. I can always come back, and/or move forward, which is why I am discovering new places. I love to be everywhere I am. Emotionally and physically. Oops though, I think I outed BonBon's truth. Let's discover all the pink heart shaped balloons that float into our view, and grab hold for a ride!!!

"Buy the ticket, take the ride" -Hunter S. Thompson